Way Back Into Love (Essie)

Chapter 891 I Will Return Him To You

"Janice, of course I hope you can come back. I'm very happy that you are still alive. I also hope that

you can live a happy life," Jim said frankly. It was just that he was not the one who could make her

happy anymore.

"Jim, if you want the weak and gentle me to come back, you must stay with me to protect me.

Otherwise, that Janice will only die, because she is no longer suitable to live in this cruel world," Janice

threatened.

"Maybe what you need most is not me, but a psychologist." Jim frowned and said, "I will only forgive

the previous Janice. Now the person in front of me is just a stranger to me. So, if you dare to do

anything to hurt heaven pepper again, I will not spare you."

The corner of Janice's mouth shook violently, and her beautiful face twisted because of the strong pain.

"You'll regret it, Jim. You'll regret it." She cried and ran out.

Looking at her back, Jim sighed deeply.

The second morning, he received a call from Janice again.

"Jim, can you come here? Please." Her voice was trembling, sounding quite terrified.

"I'll be right there." Jim hung up the phone and rushed there.

Janice curled up on the sofa, holding a pillow in her arms. Her face was full of extreme fear, as if she

had seen a ghost.

"Jim, there is one thing I haven't told you. I have dual personality. Sometimes I will become another

person," she said in a trembling voice.

"I know," said Jim in a low voice, staring at her face deeply. She looked really scared, not pretending.

"You know? When did you know?" Janice was shocked.

"Janice, do you remember what you have done these two days?" Jim asked with a sharp look in his

eyes.

"I don't remember. My last memory is the night you told me you loved Eva at the riverside." Janice said,

"After I went back, I cried for a long time and then fell asleep. I had many dreams. I dreamed that I was

locked in a room. I wanted to escape, but I couldn't. I tried my best to call for help, but no one could

hear my voice. I'm so scared. I'm so scared. I'm afraid I won't wake up again."

She held her arms tightly and buried her head in her knees.

Jim was shocked. As expected, the person who had appeared in front of him for so many days was

Janice's secondary personality.

She had been existing for a longer time than Janice's master character. Did she want to completely

replace the master character?

While he was thinking, Janice said in a low voice, "She replaced me, didn't she?"

Jim nodded.

Tears streamed down Janice's face. "In fact, I lied. She didn't appear until I was in America. She

existed when I was sensible or earlier. We are like two souls living in the same body. No one knows my

secret, and I never dare to tell anyone. I'm afraid that they will think that I'm a monster with more

serious schizophrenia than Janet. Janet has always thought that she is a devil who has occupied my

body, and I also think she is a devil."

Janice paused and continued, "In the past, she only ran out when I was unhappy and stayed for a short

time. Every time she appeared, I would fall asleep and dream that I was locked in a room. In the past, I

could quickly open my room and escape, but after I went to America, it became more and more difficult.

But now I feel that I can't get out. Maybe one day I will be locked up in it forever."

"No, I won't let her replace you." Jim held her in his arms. She was shaking so violently that she was

like a leaf being blown by a storm and was about to wither and fall soon.

"Jim." Janice grabbed his collar tightly and said, "Janet told me what I did after I was possessed by the

devil. She is a devil. She will hurt Janet, Eva and even you. She is good at disguising herself so that

you can't tell which one is me and which one is her. You can't trust her. If one day I can't wake up again

and she completely takes my place, you should lock her up and send her to a psychiatric hospital.

Don't let her get close to Janet, Eva and you, okay?"

Jim's heart was in a mess. He had never thought that when Janice was suffering from the pain, her

heart was also suffering.

Physical disease could be cured, but mental disease was difficult to cure.

He couldn't help but tighten his arms. "I will protect you. I won't let her hurt you or anyone."

Just then, the doorbell rang.

Seeing Eva come in, Jim was slightly shocked, and so was Eva.

Did Janice come to confront her?

"I called Eva here." As Janice spoke, she walked over and held Eva's hand. "I want to formally hand

Jim over to you when I'm still sober. He is so excellent and perfect. His wife should be as outstanding

as you, not a woman with mental, physical and gene defects like me."

"Janice, don't say that. You are a good girl. You deserve happiness and love." Eva kept shaking her

head. It was all her fault. She should stay away from Jim. The further, the better.

"Eva, you have to remember that I am your friend. She is not. She won't really treat you as a friend. If

she takes my place, you can't let her take Jim away."

"Although she is like my twin sister and lives in the same body with me, we are enemies. We are all

trying our best to drive each other out and monopolize this body. I used to have the upper hand, but

now I'm getting weaker and weaker. I'm about to be replaced by her. Maybe one day, I will disappear

from this world. The one who is alive is no longer me, but my enemy."

"Janice, don't say that. Let's find the best psychologist to help you." Eva cried.

"Eva, please take good care of Janet for me. She is a good girl and she won't do anything bad," Janice

said in a tone as if she was dying.

Eva's internal organs were entangled.

She felt that all the misfortunes in the world were focused on this poor woman.

She was so kind and innocent that she shouldn't have suffered such pain.

"Don't worry, Janice. I will take good care of Janet. You have to be confident that you won't be defeated

by that bad person. This body belongs to you. You are the real Janice. She is an intruder. You have to

drive her out."

"In fact, most of the time, I feel very tired living. Death may be a relief for me." Janice sighed, a trace of

sadness slowly rising from her face.

There was a sense of disappointment and emptiness in her eyes. She had worked hard for Jim in the

past. Now that Jim didn't love her anymore, she lost her spirit and the desire to live.

"Janice, once your consciousness becomes weak, she will appear and replace you. You can't be so

depressed. You have to know that once you are replaced by her, the people you care about will be

painful and sad," Eva said earnestly.

"I don't have any relatives except Janet. The only one I worry about is Janet," said Janice.

"You still have scum Jim. He will always be with you and won't leave you," Eva said hurriedly.

The sadness on Janice's face deepened. "I love Jim. I hope he will be happy. I will also be happy if he

is happy. In fact, I shouldn't have come back, so that I can leave the most beautiful memory and the

best impression to Jim. But now I have to expose my ugliest and humblest side to him."

"Janice." Jim held her hand and said, "In my heart, you have never changed. You are still the kind,

beautiful and simple Janice as before. That woman is not you, and she can't replace you, because I

don't allow it."

"Thank you, Jim," Janice withdrew her hand, like a snail retracting into her protective shell. When a

person exposed her dark side, her inferiority complex would be infinitely expanded.

Eva left after a while. She believed that what Janice needed was Jim. She was redundant here, which Text property © Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org.

would only increase her pain.

That night, Jim didn't leave. He stayed with Janice all the time.

Janice didn't dare to sleep. She was afraid that she would never wake up once she closed her eyes.

"Go to sleep, Janice. I won't leave you." Jim stroked her head.

"I won't sleep. Jim, I've been sleeping for a long time. I don't want to sleep anymore." Janice shook her

head and said, "If you're sleepy. Go to bed first. I'll read for a while."

Looking at her, Jim felt guilty and sorry for the first time.

He thought Janice would be able to face life bravely after she recovered, and even without him, she

would still be happy.

But now he realized that he was wrong. Her mind was actually more fragile than her body.

"What are you reading?"

"Dream of Red Mansions." Janice said in a low voice, "My classmates used to call me Daiyu Wang,

saying that I was like Daiyu Lin, arrogant and weak. I also think I look like her."

"No, you are not. You have recovered, just like a normal person." A faint smile played at the corners of

Jim's mouth. Daiyu Lin was a tragedy. He didn't want Janice to have the same fate as her.

"In fact, she is luckier than me. At least she has a complete soul, and me, even my soul is incomplete. I

think I'm more like the male lead in the 'Ancient Sword Fantasy'. Half of his soul is himself, and half of

his soul is the soul of the evil sword."

Her tone was desolate and depressed, and Jim could tell it.