89- Love
Third Person
Jay and Simon left the office. Xander stayed, and Chassy knew he wanted to talk about Silas, especially when he found out that they had talked. She also knew how jealous he was, so she understood why he was feeling uncomfortable about their meeting. If she had not told him that Sims and Allie were with her during that time, she was sure that he was not going to stop asking.
Chassy liked that he was feeling that way, but she also wanted him to understand that, besides him, she still had another mate. But compared to Silas, she thinks that she will be able to handle Xander more because they’re of the same kind. He knew more about how the mate bond works than Silas because he’s a vampire and they did not succumb to the mate bond. They can reject their mates easily, while it would be unbearable and painful for wolves.
“Chas, I know that I have been telling you this ever since I found out that you were mated to Silas. Although I am envious, I do love you and recognize the value of a mate bond. Whatever your decision, please know that I am ready to support you. Don’t think about me getting hurt or jealous. What happened to our bonds was decided by the moon goddess.”
“Thank you, Xander. I know how you feel, and I know that you will be able to get through this. Actually, I don’t think we need to be discussing this since the vampires attacked my pack, and I was thinking that Silas was behind this. Maybe he doesn’t like me as his mate and will eventually reject me.”
“Don’t say that,” he replied. “You are amazing. Any man would want you to become their mate, and Silas was no different. I’m sure that he was only confused, just like us,” he added to comfort her. Chassy smiled and kissed him, and he kissed her back.
The kiss they shared heated up, and Xander started to undress her. He missed her so much since he had not seen her for days and was looking forward to making love with her during his stay. “I’m so glad that Rick is fine now; otherwise, I would be feeling guilty doing this with you,” he said, smiling when their lips separated momentarily.
“Yeah, me too.” Chassy agreed and kissed him again. At her office table, Xander laid her upper body as he held her legs after he spread them. He was already half naked from below and was ready to take her, but she wrapped them around his waist instead.
“Xanderr…” Chassy moaned as he thrust himself.
“Ohh.. Chas.. I miss you so much, honey.”
“Faster Xander..”
“Yes, honey,” he replied, and he continued thrusting deeper and faster, just as she wanted it.
After an intense one, Xander hugged Chassy, panting. “I wish I could hold you like this every day, every hour, every minute, and every second, Chas.”
“When everything’s over, Xander. When everything’s over.” Chassy replied. They locked eyes, and he started kissing her again. He wanted to make the most of the moment that they had a chance to make love because he knew that the vampires and rogues that had been lurking around their borders would start to do everything they could to take them down.
“Why did you only make me feel this way now?” Chassy asked. Xander was sitting on her office table while she sat on his lap. She also mind linked Sims not to let anyone in her office, and she knew he understood what she meant.
“What do you mean?”
“Like you wanted me so badly, and I am the most important person in your life.”
“I thought I made you feel that way the first time.” He replied, “I mean, I’ve been extra careful with you since our first time, and I made sure to convey my feelings. I just can’t tell you that I can’t mark you yet because I didn’t want to hurt you.”
“You neglected me,”
“And I’m really sorry about that. I thought you would be patient enough to wait for me, but it turns out you are stronger than I thought and decided to leave me. What’s worse is that you rejected me.”
“I’m sorry about that too. I really thought that you already had your chosen mate, and I didn’t want to get hurt as I already am.”All content © N/.ôvel/Dr/ama.Org.
“Do you know how beautiful you were to me the first time I found out that you were my mate? Do you know how much teasing I get from Jack and Limuel because I had to celibate for years and wait for you?”
“Really? You didn’t touch another woman after you found out that I was your mate?”
“Yes!” Xander answered proudly. “Other women didn’t have any effect on me after I found you. At the same time, I feel so frustrated since I had to wait for you since you are only eleven years old.”
“Why didn’t you do anything when everyone bullied me? Especially when you become alpha?” she asked in a low voice. He sighed and replied with a heavy heart.
“After I found out how young you are, I decided to go to different packs to get stronger. I was here when their Luna died, and I saw how Jay was during that time. I didn’t want that to happen to you, so I promised to train as hard as I could so I would be able to protect you since I thought you were an omega. After becoming an alpha and seeing you again, I want to take and claim you, but as I already said, it’s not time yet. Out of fear that I won’t be able to stop myself, I intentionally keep my distance from you. So I really had no idea what was going on with you.”
“You could have seen and checked on me from time to time,” she replied.
“You don’t know what you do to me, just the mere sight of you. I want to claim you. I want to be mated and mark you after. Rion was getting impatient too, but he always calmed me down and reminded me that it was not time yet. It was as though there was a force that prevented me from at least knowing anything that happened to you.”
“Until now?”
“Not anymore. All the news about you came to me naturally. I want to regret those times that Jay invited me to visit your pack. If I had attended your Luna ceremony, I would have seen you earlier. But the moon goddess made sure not to let us meet each other unless you and I were ready. So I think what had happened was a testimony of our fate and destiny.”
“I love you, Xander.”
“And I love you more, Chas.” Then they shared another kiss and ended up taking each other once again. Xander was still worried, and so was Chas. But they decided to become each other’s source of strength and power to fight ahead. May it be with vampires or with rogues. They knew that they would have each other’s backs, no matter what.