FORTY ONE
I brought the cheapest flower as a present to Kyla while I walked like a princess towards their mini pool where she was setting. I saw her in a wheelchair while eating. Because dad said that I should visit Kyla and because I am a good and obedient daughter, I followed what he said.
Kyla was alone and no one seemed to know I was here. This will be the first time we will meet after I lost.
“Kyla, darling, yahoo!” Her eyes widely open when she saw me. Draw fear and astonishment upon my arrival.
“What are you doing here?” she asked when I could finally get close to her. “Nanny!” she shouted, but I quickly covered her mouth.
“Shhh! Don’t make any noise, I just want to say hello.” She held the wheelchair tightly so I removed my hand from her mouth and then wiped my palm on my skirt.
“For you.” I slapped the flower on her face unexpectedly so she could not avoid it.
“Why are you here?” I circled behind her then hold the wheelchair.
“Visiting you of course,” I said and put my hand into her shoulder, and put back in the grip of the wheelchair.
“Stop the nonsense, Ley. Leave and I don’t need you.”
“Ouch! why, haven’t you missed me Ky? because me, I miss you so much.” I tightened my grip on the wheelchair and then pushed it around as if I play. I couldn’t even see her face but I could see the movement of her head as if looking for someone.
“Haven’t you forgotten what you did to me, Ky?” I asked while pushing and pulling the wheelchair. “I’m thinking right now to what if I drop you in your wheelchair. Can you get up or you will crawl like a caterpillar. Wrong, you must be like a snake crawling. Because that was you.”
I pulled hard the wheelchair. Then I pushed it but I didn’t let go. It is like I am a child being cradled in a wheelchair.All text © NôvelD(r)a'ma.Org.
“Stop it, Ley.” But I just kept on hanging out with her. “I said stop it.” How sweet in the ear to hear her frightened.
“Fine,” I said then hands up and walked towards in front of her. I knelt down so we could face to face. “You’re beautiful Kyla.” Then I touched her face which she also immediately avoided.
“You’re not just beautiful, you’re also a slut. So no wonder why many men love you. Even Hunter kill my baby because of you,” I said.
“You’re right Ley and I know Hunter is still your weakness.” I raised an eyebrow because I admitted that Hunter still had space in my heart, but he was no longer my weakness.
Someone told me that your love for someone never fades. It is only absorbed by the new or superior to others. But you are still smiling when you remember what you were with and you are sad when you remember the pain he caused. It’s up to you how you express and how you will feel those emotions you felt every time you remember him.
Stick for the love that is pure pain or seek another substitute.
For my part, I didn’t choose between the two. Because I both wanted to escape the love and pain.
Hunter was my first love, the first beat of my heart, the first man to claim my body. But that doesn’t mean I’m still going to fool myself and let him hurt me again.
I smile at Kyla then put my head on her thigh. This is what I always used to do to Kyla when I wanted to cry.
“Remember this Ky? I often did this to you when I wanted to cry.” She didn’t say a word and she just let me in this position. “I admit my mistakes but you also said that you didn’t love Hunter because you just used him to hurt me. Why Ky, what did I do to you? Why you ruin my marriage, my life, and the family that I want to build? If you hadn’t just come back and let Hunter with me. We might be happy now with our baby.”
I said without taking my head off. I loved Kyla and considered her a sister. No one can speak badly to her without tasting my cruelty. So I don’t know what I really did wrong to her. Because if she will say because of Hunter? She already said that she did not love him.
“Why Ky?” I asked again and she did not answer.
I didn’t cry because there was no room in my heart for sadness. I no longer let it reign over me now. I will control my emotions now and the only one I have is the eagerness to get revenge.
“Did you know that I removed the brake that you and Vince rode on?” Then I looked up and smiled at her foolishly.
“W-what?” She asked tremblingly.
“It’s a pity you didn’t die.” If she thought I was kind to her because I reminded her of our past. Hell no! I just reminded but I didn’t say we would be ok again.
“You’re a bastard!” Kyla was about to slap me but I immediately grabbed her hand.
“Yes, like you, but I am just more dangerous than you. remember?”
“I’ll sue you for what you did.”
“Really, how? You don’t have any evidence to point at me. It just turns out you’re angry at me so you blame me without any evidence.” She remains silent so I smile while pouting. “Pity on you, bitch,” I whisper.
“No Ley, you are more pitier than me because I will get Hunter back with you.”
Suddenly my mood changed because of what she said.
“I’ll ask him to marry me. Haven’t you know Ley that Hunter and I are still in contact? He also visits me here because he still loves me. One thing is for sure, he will be mine and you have nothing to go back to and you will continue to be hurt. So, pity on you and not me.” She insisted then smiled and I feel all my blood from head to toe boil.
I stood up because I was so annoyed by what she said. In the end, she still won because she got what she wanted and that’s is to hurt me. A manipulative bitch that used her body and fucking Hunter, he is easy to get.
I saw their gate open. The familiar car came in and I couldn’t go wrong who’s car it is. That’s for Hunter and I am sure. It’s good that he’s here to see what I’m going to do. I know Kyla did not notice that Hunter is coming.
“Good, that’s if you can survive to what I will do.” Fear drew on her face as I held the wheelchair and stand in the back then whispered. “Good Luck Ky, enjoy your swim.” When I saw Hunter approaching our seat I immediately pushed Kyla’s wheelchair into the pool.
I saw Hunter’s eyes widely open then he immediately ran and jumped the pool.
‘I love this fucking scenario.’