Chapter 45 being not selfish
Chapter 45 being not selfish
All of a sudden, Nina flung away Rain's hand and jumped away with a roar. "You are not the one who should be blamed. Rain is dead. He is dead."
In the hospital in London, England, she had seen the death file of Rain. The hospital wouldn't lie to her! It wouldn't happen!
"Listen to me, Nina. My mom asked the doctor to show you the death certificate on purpose. She wanted you to misunderstand that I was dead, so that you could marry someone and give up on me," he added
"Are you really Rain? Are you sure you are not a ghost? " Asked Nina, blinking her big eyes and staring at Rain's face.
He smiled and took Nina's little hand to touch his pale face. "Nina, my face is cold. Try my face, and here..." He moved her hand to his chest and said, "here's a heartbeats, for you."
When Nina was sure that it was Rain who was standing in front of her, she jumped up happily, and then she grabbed Rain's hand and cried, "waah... Waah..." I'm sorry, Mr. Rain. I thought you were dead. You didn't know how sad and remorseful I felt inside. Fortunately, you are still alive. Waah... Waah... "
"Don't cry. I'm standing right in front of you now. Can we be together well in the future?"
Nina shook her head, and then shook again. She said in an unquestionable tone, "Rain, No."
Rain asked with a puzzled look.
Nina pushed him away gently, trying to keep a certain distance between them. She said, "Rain, I have to say that your mother's goal has been achieved. I'm married, and you can give up on me."
"No, I'm not abandoning you, Nina. In order to come back to you, I accepted mom's requirements and engaged to Maggie. Don't worry. I don't love her. I only love you!" His eyes reddened. "You don't know how I've been in the past few years. I was imprisoned by my mother, and I couldn't go anywhere. But now I'm out and I'm back. Nina, can we be together?"
Nina waved her hand in a hurry and said, "Rain, you're wrong. We can't be together anymore. I'm married and I love my beggar husband very much. I'm very well. Don't say whether I love you or not again. We can only be good classmates or good friends. " Speaking of this, Nina paused. She wiped her tears and continued, "I'm happy as long as you're happy. Look, I'm crying because of joy! "
Nina was genuinely happy, because as long as he was alive, she didn't have to blame herself or feel sorry for him.
Hearing what Nina said, Rain misunderstood her again. He grabbed her hand excitedly and said, "Nina, I know you are a kind girl. I know you've always been thinking for others. But please be selfish this time. Go with me!"
"No, I can't. I really have a husband. I love him. I can't go with you. I can't!" Nina scratched her hair anxiously. "It's not selfishness, but love."
No matter what Nina had said, Rain just wouldn't let her go.
When he saw Nina standing still, he let go of her hand.
"Well, Nina, I won't force you to do anything you don't want to. I just want to find a place to sit for a while and have a talk, OK? You know how much I miss you. " Rain pleaded.
"But I have to work this afternoon." Nina said with embarrassment. What's more, she was a married woman, and when her husband was not at home, it was not a good thing for her to meet her ex boyfriend privately.
"Just for a while, just a moment." Rain said in a soft voice.
How could she say no to such a gentle man!
"All right." Nina nodded.
He smiled and gently rubbed Nina's hair.
Nina dodged unconsciously. She smiled and said, "let's go, Rain."
He even mentioned that they had the same last name on purpose. In the past, she had called him Rain honey, but now she called him by his full name.
Sitting in his black Cayenne, Rain felt that it was completely isolated from the outside in the dim light.
The scenery outside on both sides was invisible.
Panicked, Nina took out her phone and said, "I'm calling my husband."
"Well, Nina, don't. leave us alone. I don't want anyone to disturb us." He grabbed her hand and pleaded.
She bit her lips and put away her phone.
She didn't know why, but she felt that Rain was a little strange. Content (C) Nôv/elDra/ma.Org.
Nina dreamed about their reunion many times. They laughed, cheered and were so excited, as if they had returned to the most innocent school days.
She had never dreamed that their reunion would be like this.
The Cayenne finally stopped. She was blindfolded before Nina got out of the car.
She was not used to it. So, Rain said, "it's okay, Nina. I just don't want more people to know you. I'm afraid that they will get you in trouble."
The people that Rain was talking about were just his mother.
She had made trouble with Nina many times. Thinking of that lady, Nina felt a little depressed.
After a long walk, Nina finally felt that she had walked into a villa.
Hearing that, Rain said, "all of you leave."
"Yes, Mr. Rain."
With the sound of the servant walking out, Nina took off her blindfold. She blinked her eyes and it took her several seconds to adapt to the light in the villa.
"Mr. Rain, where are we now?" Nina squinted at the luxurious and a little bleak living room and asked.
He went straight to her and held her arm. "Nina, this is the home I prepared for you!"
"Rain, I have a home."
"Well, Nina, we haven't seen each other for a few years. Why are you so indifferent? Let's go. I know you didn't have lunch today. Well, I have asked the servants to prepare lunch for you." Then, he held Nina's arm and walked to the dining room.
The restaurant was beautifully decorated, and Nina seemed to have entered a dreamlike world.
"Mr. Rain, how long have you been back?" Nina sat down on the chair.
That was the question that Nina wanted to ask the first time she saw Rain.
"Come back Just a few days. " He then pulled the dining chair out for Nina.
Stiffly sitting down, Nina looked up and continued, "did you call me last night?"
He put Nina's tableware in front of her and said, "well, I remember that you liked roast lamb chop best. You were a wild girl in my childhood. But now, you've changed a lot. Hahaha..."
After hearing what Rain said, he drew closer to Nina.
After all, they had such a beautiful past.
"You were a wild boy back then." Nina smiled and took up the chopsticks impolitely.
Last night, she and Max went to bed late. Max rambled on and on about last night, sometimes crying, sometimes laughing, and even talking in sleep. Thanks to Max, she didn't sleep well the whole night. By the time they woke up in the morning, it was time for work. Without even taking a shower, the two of them had rushed to the company. Fortunately, the Max's car was there, or they would be late today.
As for the breakfast, they wanted to have it in the afternoon.
Nina began to have a big meal and began to make fun of the interesting things happened at school.
For example, Rain was once bullied by a gang member; Nina went to find Max to beat him up; and she wrote a love letter to him, but the teacher found it out and read it in front of all his classmates
Speaking of this, Nina suddenly stopped. At that time, why didn't Rain stand out to protect her!
He had never said he loved her. Now it was inappropriate to say it again when they met, but he did.
It was too late. She missed him anyway!
"You should eat, too, Rain." When Nina saw that Rain was just sitting there and drinking some water, she was a little embarrassed to say so.
In the past, they always shared one thing!
"I'm not hungry. You just eat."
Nina nodded and continued to eat.
Until
She could no longer swallow it.
After drinking a glass of water, he raised his head and looked at his watch. "Oh, it's time to work. Thank you for your generous hospitality, rain. When my husband comes back, I will invite you to my house as a guest. You know him." Nina smiled and suddenly kissed on Rain's hand. "Rain, it's so good that you can live."
Nina stood up happily.
"Don't go." But Rain stood in her way.
"Rain, it's your fault. I have to go to work. Why don't you let me go?" Nina condensed his face and said unhappily.
"Nina, don't go. Stay with me. I have been alone for so many years because I hope to meet you again. Today, my dream has finally come true. How can you bear to leave me?" said Rain
Nina was softhearted, which was the biggest weakness of her. Therefore, when Rain pleaded, she hesitated.
"Then we can chat a little longer."
"Okay!" After they entered the living room, Rain took Nina's hand and made coffee for her. He said, "Nina, this is our home, you can come here at any time, okay?"
Nina smiled, pretending to be innocent.
He sat down next to her and offered, "come, have a taste of the coffee I made."
"Wow, so bitter!" Nina took a sip and shouted.
"Oh, I've changed my taste over these years. I didn't expect that you still like sugar, so I forgot to add some sugar to your taste." He stood up to get the candy.
He pondered over his words, which seemed to be not only his taste, but also his life. Some people stuck to it, and some changed.
She kept to herself all the time and the only thing that Rain changed was coffee, not coffee?
The two people chatted blankly. They thought of calling Max, asking her to ask for a leave, but Rain didn't allow it.
He began to yawn, with his eyes blurred with drunkenness.
"Rain, you are sleepy. Go upstairs and have a rest."
"I'm not tired. Wait for me for a while. I'll come down soon." Then he went upstairs, hand covering his mouth.
After waiting for a while, Nina didn't see Rain come down, so she called Max. However, she found that there was no signal here at all.
Nina was confused. She approached the window and tried to roll it down, but she failed. Through the glass, they could see clearly that there were a pair of men in black walking outside, just like the old patrol.
Nina came to the villa's bullet proof steel door again. She tried to pull the door, but it didn't move. The door seemed to be locked.
It was a large empty house, which made Nina a little scared.
"Rain!" she shouted.
No one answered.
"Hello, Rain--" Nina raised her voice, but there was still no response.
Nina panicked and went upstairs. 'what the hell is that Rain doing? Would he leave me alone here?' she thought.