ALWAYS AND FOREVER

Kathy Pov

“Good morning, it’s time to start,”

Ginna announced as she entered the room that Pearl and I have been kept, Pearl was still not awake and I was beginning to worry for her, I tried waking her up when they had untied me to give me food last night but she didn’t respond, at least she was breathing fine, I hope she wakes up soon.

“What do you want from me Ginna?”

I asked eyeing her, it wasn’t as if I was scared of her, she was the one scared because if she wasn’t she won’t have had me tied if only I could take off this damn piece of rope.

“You find out real soon, but first the conversation, you remember? We were having one the other day,”

She replied I remember what she was on about.

“What about that?”

“You wanted to know how you ruined my life remember? Well, I will tell you just how I am going to ruin your own life, don’t worry, you will make it out of here alive, I don’t have any plans of killing you but then after I am done with you, I damn well sure you will wish you were dead,”

She said pushing the chair close to the bed where I laid and sitting down with an evil smile

“Do your worst Ginna, I am not scared of you,”

I let out

“Oh, but you will be, I can guarantee that you will be scared by the time I am done with you,”

She said putting a little fear in me, she had the upper hand, what would she do to me?

“Just let me go, I don’t owe you anything until you showed up in New York, j didn’t know you existed, I don’t even understand your need with me, why do you hate me so much when I don’t even know you?”

“You ruined my life, you ruined everything, you are the reason I went through hell, the reason all my plans failed,”

She yelled hitting her hands on the bed.

“And how did I do all these? Just how?”

I asked if she meant the day she lost her baby, then she had the wrong person, yes I was with Cross that night but it was only for a while.

“If only Cross hadn’t been with you, if only he hadn’t had the hots for you and gone out of his way to go to that fuck ass party then I would have had my baby and I would be loving my best life right now,”

She yelled.

“What do you mean? I don’t understand, Cross didn’t come to pick me up at a party, yes he came but we left when the police showed up and,”

“Shut the fuck up, don’t fucking lie, I was with him that night when his mom called, and he said he had to go get you, what the fuck were you doing at an adult party, because of you, I lost my baby, I told Cross not to go but he left, he always did, I hated you, you are the reason for everything, the moment you came in the picture Cross changed, he acted like nothing was going on between the both of you but I knew something was going on, but I ignored because I thought I had the upper hand since I was carrying his child and you were still a minor,”

“Cross and I didn’t have any relationship, in fact, we didn’t even talk to each other, the only time he talked to me was when he helped me with his bike and I begged him for it, I think you got this all wrong, you got the wrong person here, I am not to blame for you losing your child, once again I didn’t even know you, I didn’t even know Cross had a girlfriend and that she was you and I certainly didn’t know you were expecting his baby, don’t lie on me,”

I yelled with all my strength, she was making things up just to blame me, Cross and I in a relationship? Where did she get that from? I was a minor and Cross was already twenty then, he would have gone to jail if he had anything to do with me, he didn’t even care about me and left me there in the middle of the night, I know he apologized and said he sent someone to get me that night and I wasn’t angry at him anymore.

“Shut up, bitch, that’s the truth, why else did he run out that night after hearing you were at a grown-up party?”

“I think you got the wrong person, Cross and I weren’t even close, he didn’t talk to me,”

Why was she so sure all these happened, I mean Cross was already in college while I was still in Junior high.ConTEent bel0ngs to Nôv(e)lD/rama(.)Org .

“Where you or where you not with him that night eleven years ago?”

She barked.

“I wasn’t, he came to the party, and we did leave together but he left me halfway and ran off leaving to myself at midnight in a desk lonely road if he had a thing for me as you claim, why did he do that? Why didn’t he take me home, yes I heard from him that you lost you, baby, that night but that’s not my fault, it has nothing to do with me, I don’t know what your grand plan was but I didn’t ruin it, I didn’t see Cross again until after Louis ran away with my money and left me homeless if anything Louis is the one you should be blamed because if he hadn’t run off with my money, I won’t have married Cross and maybe you would have met him,”

I yelled, I knew I hated the thought of that happening, no way I would picture Ginna as Cross’s woman but if Louis hadn’t done what he did I am sure that is how it would have played out.